my birthday

I turned 49 this past week, and my best present was my baby girl Bekka was at my door was here to celebrate my birthday.I had a wonderful birthday BBQ with my brother Bud and his wife and son and his sons children, my both sons and their wife's here to.
my son has graduated from u of u and now looking for a job in that field.
my bekka is so cute and is such a good baby. Friday I will be going to Sacramento Temple with my 2 brothers and sister, I will be going to do my sister in-laws work.

In Memory of my mom and brother

My mother has passed away on april 25th at 9:30 p.m she was 89 almost 90.
She had a 9 children 6 boys and 3 girls. And many grandchildren and great grandchildren.
She had been married to my father and after his passing married a man who had 2 boys and 2 grandchildren. She was born and raised in Ut and she had lived there up to her death.
I will miss her we had problems at times but she was my mom and no matter what I loved her but I will never know if she really knew that. My sister had not informed us until she had her buried then two days after that. But in her memory I will be planting a rose bush for she loved roses and that will let me feel I can give some thing to her. Rest in peace mom I will miss you and I loved you, and I will let Bekka know about her great grandma, and mom I do hope you will accept the temple work that will be done for you next year, I know you once loved the gospel and I know you did not have a say but was force to leave the church but now you have that chance to again accept it. Until I can see you again I love you.

My brother passed away on March 20 2011 in Visalia California
he leaves behind 4 adult children and some grandchildren.
I was not close to him for personal reasons but I still feel a loss of his passing.
he had passed away from a bad heart. I hope his children will find peace in knowing
he passed quickly. I will be planting a rose bush in his memory. All I can say is Steven may you rest in peace, and know I had forgiven you if that helps at all, now you can feel peace from what ever it was that hurted you now it is over and now you can be happy and not have those bad things in your life, hope you will accept the work that will be done for you, but right now R.I.P.

Appiontment

Sorry Family
I had to re schedual his appointment to the 16th.
I will then let you all know then sorry.

Russell / mom

April 29th 2011

Yesterday my son Gregg called me to let me know my mother passed away.
I then had to let my brothers and sister know for we were not allowed to know
that she died until her daughter Janice buried her. She passed away on Easter,
So do I cry, do I put all my feelings on the side, I don't know, for all I can say
is I am just numb. I wish I could have said I had a wonderful loving memories with my mom but I just can't. Last year or so she said she wanted nothing to do with me and never wanted to see me here on this earth as well as in the after life.
So I guess I looked as her as she died back then. I hope that she knows now all the truth and knows she was wrong to treat her 8 out of 9 children wrong.
Rest in peace mom, and know this no matter what I still loved you even when you did not me.
Today is also my Russell's death anniversary of 15 years, I guess my thoughts
are on him today as he deserve to have this day to be remembered, I miss you Russ and I know that you are watching over us we do feel your spirit all the time.
I wonder how much longer till we meet again. Gregg is graduating this coming week , and he is out looking for a job please be with him, and comfort him.
Chris is doing wonderful and seems to be very happy and that is what we wanted for our boys right.

dr.appointment results not good

up date on sam needs to see his cardiologist and to have stress test and echo cardiogram done, still needs to have a upper gi done and other test to see where he is bleeding at. he will go back in 20 days for more blood work. my dr. had told me my blood work was real high and heading for a major heart attack and or stroke. changed my medication and said my migraine is due to high blood pressure. changed my bp medication to help with my headache as well. also told me to lower my stress as if that will ever happen lol.

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Dear Family
We know you all have been praying for us especially for my Sammy.
But with the rain we have been having it is hard for us to get to the
bus stop, but we have another appointment the first week in April.
We have been doing the best as we can this week, have heard from
family that has been real nice, and some not what we feel happy about, and
for that we are sad.
Sam's niece Shelby and nephew Cody had made Sam feel real good
to hear from them.
My Bekka has been sick with a bad cold but other than that she is
growing and likes her rice cereal and banana's yum yum.
Gregg is almost out of school, has a job interview in Wyoming for.
so we are all asking for prayers for him and his family.
Chris is doing well and is happy, both my daughter's in-laws are good
Amber is such a loving mommy and is so good to her baby girl.
Melissa is working both her and Chris is very happy.
We can't wait for Easter what a wonderful celebration we will have,
we hope that Billy will make it here. Best of all my Brother is moving
from Texas to California about 4 hours from us. We have welcome a new
great niece her name is Jennifer Jean Pulsipher this makes my nephew
a grandpa again he is 3 years younger than I am. We will let you
all know when we see the Dr.
we hope you all have a safe and wonderful week.
Sam and Sharyle

sams dr. report

today we found out that sam is bleeding and we don't know where.
kidneys not improving,but not changed...blood sugar is not good,
they will have him in every two weeks to ck blood, as you know
a year ago he almost died, from blood loss he was given 7 bags of blood
5 bags of iron they didn't know then how he was still alive.
good news no cancer,cholesterol is good so now he will have a upper g.i
but other than that we just have to pray and surgery is out for he would not make
it off the table.... The LORD is the one who knows what is in the plan for him
we believe he will be with him to the end and with all your love and prayers to.
we love you all.
sharyle and sam

A New Year Starting For Us

As We have just celebrated our 11th year as husband and wife we have so many to thank for their support the past 11 years.
We are determined to make this the best of the best for us.
We have watched our wedding dvd and was so sad to see the changes that has happened in our family, we have lost so many family members from death to divorce, and that has sadden us as we loved all of them, but we cherish all the memories of each of them.
We have a lot of new little ones mostly from my family with 11 nephews and one little granddaughter Bekka Rae and welcomed Amber, Melissa, Nick, Jeff, Ryan, Kyle,Selena. to the family in last 11 years, sorry if I have forgotten any one.
I have been able to know Sammy's family in MO. and they are so wonderful, we just hope one day to see them all together.
Gregg is almost out of school yes and I know he is happy for that. Amber is loving being a mom and she is a wonderful mom, and wife.
Chris is doing real good at his work, and enjoys it. Melissa just found a job.
My Bekka is the most wonderful baby girl and is growing up so fast, I will be out to see her for her 1st birthday in oct until then I can see her on skype.
Sam is doing the best he can he don't complain about any thing, he is a wonderful husband, friend.
So now we start the year looking to a new start.
love you all

Faith in my self

This week has been real hard for me, that is from Thursday on.
People can be so cruel, they don't care who they hurt,and make them
feel as they are so inhuman and don't have a brain to think with.
But I have a wonderful husband who loves me as much as I love him,and when
one gets hurt the other one feels it to.
My family has been so good to me, has helped pull me up when I was knock down.
I have had to search my soul deep to see why things are going the way they seem
to be heading, but all I know is that the Lord is always there and has never went
a way from me, I am so glad that I know the Lord and he knows me.

This week we will be celebrating two important events, one is
Sam turns 61 on the 23rd and we celebrate our wedding anniversary on the 26th
11 years. Who said they thought we would not last, sure did not know true love.

My Bekka is growing so big and as cute as ever, I just wish I could hold her and
let her know how much we love her.
Gregg is doing well in school and is just abt done we will all happy for him, Amber
loves just being a mom I know she is a great mom.
Chris is doing well in his job and is happy, and Melissa is doing well.
So I am very blessed to know all my family is doing well and is happy.

So no matter what some one wants to take from me they can not take my family my love
my faith away from me.
Have a wonderful week we love you all.
Sam and Sharyle

Feb 14th
This is a up date on Sam and sharyle:
I don't know who of Sam's family is reading this but I do hope his family is, as I need them to know about him.

Sam is so strong as he can be but, he has many things going on that he don't want to let on to let any one know how he really feels.
His kidneys are not doing as they should and he has to take a lot of water pills that helps some what to urinate. His breathing is harder but, his blood pressure is good, so that is good and we are happy for that.
He feel's as if he is a lone and that family don't care, except for those in MO and Billy.
I have not told any one except Billy that the Dr's don't give him to many years. He fears that he will be like Jimmy, we have been told that he will lose his leg it just a matter when.
So please take some time, out of your life before you wont have time for him.

He turns 61 on the 23rd and he recieved a guitar for his birthday, thank for a young man in our church who sold it to him.

Febuary 9th 2011
Today has been a wonderful day.
I was on my nieces family blogs, and I just feel so blessed to have the opportunity to see how they all are and their own little ones. Internet can be used in a very special way to keep families together when other ways we can not be.
Sam bought a brand new guitar last night from a member in our church, Gregg's friend had it on his face book and I said if you are wanting to sell it call us and he did and now Sam owns it and now he has three. But this is his 61st birthday present.
Billy is coming to celebrate this day with him, I just wish I could get more family here, but everyone is so far away.
We are both doing pretty good as much as we can these days, I do miss so much my little Bekka I know she will never know much about me, but in my heart she will always be.
My two sons I guess is doing well, they don't say much about their life with me any more, but I can love them and hold the memories of the times I have had with them for that no one can take that away from me.
I love you all and may God bless you all and keep you in good health and in good spirits.
love
sharyle and sam

sam and sharyle

January- 2011
Hi to all my family and friends.
Just to let you all know, we are trying to update to the generation of bloggings.
We will keep this updated for you all to see how sam and sharyle is doing, we know you all love us and are concern about us. so we are hoping that this will help you all feel better.
So I just want to say we are at this time doing the best that we can, and trying just to stay warm
yes even california is cold.
As most of you know already we are now grandparents to the cuties little baby girl who blessed this family in oct her name is Bekka Rae Golden. she is my pride and joy.
But we also have been blessed in our family for many more babies on both our side.
I just want to tell you all how very much you mean to us, we love you all, we are blessed more than we can say for having you all in our lives in one way or another.
So we want to say thank you for all your love and prayers on our behalf they have been felt and heard, we love you all.
sam and sharyle